find out what your super power is. use magick or science, phycology or read entrails, what ever you use, find out your true will. 
align yourself with the sun, be it the one that hangs in space feeding us all with light or the metaphor of light, something that is a divinity. you can do this by spending a lot of time healing and living on your own, eventually you strip away all the false ego's and masks, eventually you reach a point of love, and access your holy guardian angel or augoeides or quantum uncertainty, which is indeed a creative force. 
you can also do this unconsciously, but the other element of your psyche should remain conscious enough to know what you 
1. love
2. when time no longer exists or you no longer exists
(hav't decided on that one therefore ...
...#3. when you no longer exist.
these are keys that open the door.