martin i miss you, it hit me this evening, we had some great times together, really good, the cold water current that stinking hot day at bondi, taking you out in the wave for the first time, the arthouse episode on my birthday those were classic, going to see the cure man, it was good to see you let go and go nuts. you had a good time here and some challenges, that's okay it's good to have an occasional challenge becuase then you get perspective about what's really important. times important martin, that's the choice i made over money and career. i been down that road and it's nuts unless you have millions and the ability to be creative with it. time is the one resource we are all running out of and it's the most precious, you can't buy it, sell it, fuck with it (without it fucking you) and yet people chose cash over it. anyways i had some time with you and i'm grateful, your a great brother dude. you really are. thanks i'll miss you.