my cousin eagle rang me, he's a lecturer on the mayan calendar, knows quite a bit about it, we often chat and talk about it, he's a bit more technical than i am, understands the whole physics of it whereas i am just intuitive. we always have brilliant conversations, he's also in a band, they play rock music and sound quite good. it's nice chatting to people who know what's going down, nice in a couple of ways, one that i don't feel like i am going mad, another is that people like this have a good motivational effect upon me, they kick my ass, get me focused and inspired.
having said that all i did today was have lunch with evan, walk pan and sit around reading, not really productive. i did some domestics, mmm, and i sat in the sun absorbing some energy, contemplated some ones navel and wondered how everything fits together, it's all impossible. yet for me that makes it all possible. i don't quite know how it all works, i have no idea how these things work really but it's all in my heart and therein lays the key.
invokation rituals call in energies, into manifestation, one can invoke personalities, materials, it's a command or conjuration.
the thing about magick is it needs to be aligned with science, specifically the quantum theory.
reality is filled with potential, all futures are probable, we the experiencer decide which ones we travel along,mostly propelled by destiny or will, each moment determined by choice. therefore the point of invocation is to subconsciously bring into being the reality we want that determines the outcome of our spell.
the probability should have a narrow margin, it's no good wanting some ridiculous thing, like fame or a supermodel partner when you don't have these things close at hand, the statistical probability must be reasonable lest magick becomes wishful thinking. the other paradoxical issue is one cannot want or desire the outcome, it must be conducted with a high level of non attachment to the result. these are the keys of magickal theory.
so tomorrow i will invoke the dimension i wish to travel down. i will need to enter an altered state of consciousness to do this, for the psychic sensor needs to be disengaged.
i'm still uncertain what i am invoking, i think it will be something along the lines of tranquility.