Tuesday, June 08, 2010

go to visit my friend who is in manly east wing a psychiatric unit, where she has been sectioned.
she doesn't belong there really, she's going through a process known as emergence and just lost her way. i was the last person to see her lucid and i attempted to give her some structure to navigate her way through. but about 9 hours later she was lost and the result is she was taken into hospital.
when i saw her she was very lucid and although had been given some tranquillisers knew exactly what she was going through and why she was there. she seemed fine although at one point she said 'i was the most powerful person she knew and that i was brilliant.'
i was somewhat taken aback, people in mental hospitals saying these kind of things would take any one aback, but i know what she means in the context of my own reality. however i am not creating hers. she seems to think i have secret insight into the universe which i do, but it's my own and pertains to me and me alone. i stressed to the lady in question, do not attach significance to anything anymore, as she was descending into mania and schizophrenia, getting messages from randomness. this is the realm of madness, i warned. not knowing when to stop.
obviously she didn't and it took her to where she is.
strange but true.
windows of universal intelligence are just that, windows and doors, they open but they also close and if one is not intuitively in synch with them when they close one can get locked out. this takes a lot of discipline and work, intuition is a highly sensitive instrument that can easily be led astray. institutions are filled with people who are locked out or in from the consensus reality, the one in which all spiritual truth is tested.
'chop that wood, carry that water.'
enlightenment, what is it good for?

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