everything comes to a grinding halt when i go to pay my rent online and see that yet again my leave loading did not go in, which means i am fucked. my plans to get out of here and have some respite will have to wait. this is a bitter blow and another reason why all public service institutions are useless. what am i supposed to do, phone from the uk and navigate my way though bizlink, while i wait on hold listening to john denver i guess.