Friday, January 27, 2006

When dealing with Govt departments there is only one thing that you can do to subvert them. Use Humour. I have been doing this for several years now and they don't quite no what to do with me, in fact they leave me alone.
eg. I once answered the telephone rather abruptly while at work only to be told a few weeks later they wanted me to do a course on telephone skills, i mean really. Anyways I did the course only now when i answer the phone i always say, 'Midnite Blues Escort Service.'
Same in life generally. I figured god has been laughing at me for years now it's time to laugh back. I like laughing in the face of tragedy, adversity and the horror of human existance, often people look at me and make comments with the words, 'Innappropriate' in it but ya know what, i am not laughing becuase i think it's funny, no people, i laugh becuase i don't want anything to defeat me.

I saw Munich, expected it would disappoint, i mean i am well versed on the history of the Mid East, the conflicts and the issues but i heard it was very balanced and somewhat anti Israel with terrorists justifing their actions but at the end of the day, it was a pretty brilliant film, gritty, well directed, acted and scripted. Yeah equal time was given to both sides to air their points but i don't know how else he could have made it. Anyway, i enjoyed watching it, it reminded me that at the end of the day it comes down to two tribes fighting over a bit of desert, home. Then today i see Hamas won the elections. Go figure?
It's amazing that violence via terrorism will get you what you want, kind of gives hope to all pyscho cults and fringe groups out there really. Perhaps democracy is finished, Proffessor Leary thinks so and after today i think he's right. Voteds are wasted on the dumb zombies of the world, we need some filter system, any one that took LSD last month can vote.

I took a trip into the city, (sydney your all gloss and glamour on the surface, all sugar coated, candy floss, shiney and golden but underneath your an ugly, festering, shallow, currupt and materialistic spiritually bankrupt city on the verge of suicide. I see it in your eyes.)
Yeah wandered down Newtown and Glebe explaining to the Proffessor about the new movement in society towards the Right Brain, creative, expansive, conceptual thoughts, I was saying, 'Man we need to get in on this big time.'
Maybe we should become dmt dealers, suppliers.
I bought some Puruvian Powder, (not that stuff) to put in my tea.

2 comments:

Aline said...

You live in a place where the people forgot how to breath because their mind was twisted left. Now you figure if they thought it out well enough they could choose to go deeper than that. Check out the right side of the brain and innovate to create something better than this life. I thought i could escape in the right side of my brain and manage the course of my life inside my own painted fantacy. Alas, how much lower can the heart go? Life is not an equation. Life is not about your net worth. We, the idealist humanitarians, we scream out in tears for everyone to change direction and do it our way. But you don't get a dime for getting high and they won't clap their hands to you shedding tears. Forget thinking left and forget thinking right because history repeats itself and we've tried it both ways already. To all of the people, lets try something new. Try thinking with your heart, and we will see what happens to us then. I don't think we've done that yet.

captain mission said...

Not sure exactly what your point is other than, people should think with their heart. Now this is a subject that requires a lot of consideration because Aline, i actually agree in principle.
What needs to be considered is the heart and the brain cannot function independantly of one another. You need a brain to listen to your heart, and you need a heart to listen to the brain, what is essential in this listening process is the 'lack' of ego in thinking with these organs, which is why, on the rd to liberation, the ego must be destroyed. Plenty a terrorist thinking with his/ her passion filled heart, marched into town with a few sticks of dynamite strapped to their chests. It's all about integration.
A heart transplant patient may take on their doners qualities and passions, so where does that leave the brain, usually confused becuase we are never educated to listen with our hearts, yet the brain has a place, it is the integrator, the assimilator and the meme control centre. The Heart can be hijacked, the brain can be mislead. Trust not you're senses.
So how are we to live?
Truth is I have no idea, all i know is how i live, in the moment, nothing is true, everything is permitted, there is no meaning, unless you give it one. Paradox?